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Did I mention that I’m only 16?
I went to Dominican Republic on vacations with my family. One night I saw a friend that I knew from before and since I still had feelings for him I decided that I wanted to hang out with him that night, but just as friends, since I already had a boyfriend that I loved, and still do, with all my heart.
That night my friend, Jose, and me went out drinking with his friend. I got kind of drunk and we ended up at his friend’s house. I was so drunk that I had a blackout for I don’t even know how long. All I know is that when I finally woke up I saw Jose and his friend naked with me also naked on a bed. I started to curse him out and left to my home. The next day I woke up with a headache and a stomachache. The first thing that was on my mind was HIV and STDs. I was so scared I didn’t tell anyone because first of all I wasn’t supposed to be going out with Jose that night.
By reading up on HIV I thought that every one who gets HIV gets the symptoms after about a week. I was so scared because in about exactly 6 days after the incident I started to get a painful swollen lymph node under my jaw, I had diarrhea, and night sweats sometimes, and a yeast infection. I was so scared and wanted to come back home so that I can go to the doctors. I still had 3 weeks to go before I came back home. I came back home by myself since my family had to stay. When I got home the first thing I did was cure my yeast infection with Monistat. Then when I called my boyfriend I found out that he was in jail. Then I even got more nervous about HIV when I got a canker sore in my mouth headaches, still had diarrhea, and more lymph nodes were getting swollen and some joint pain. I started crying. I was looking for HIV symptoms on the computer and the same symptoms I had were the same you get when you get HIV.
So I went to the doctors a week and 5 days ago to get a pap smear and an HIV test. Did I mention that I’m only 16. Now I have 2 more days to go to find out what my results are. I’m so nervous and scared. I’m practically planning out my future with HIV because I made my self believe I have HIV so I can prepare for the worst. I’m so so so thankful that my boyfriend is in jail. That way he is safe from me. I’m so scared. I feel so alone
This is a true testimony of a girl who’s only 16 and we want to avoid this thing happened.
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